You push and you pull. Sometimes your all about me, sometimes you’re very distant. I feel like a second option. Someone you run to when your down, but a distance memory when your at your happiest. Although it may hurt I will always be here.
This is the worst feeling in the world and I’m about to just give up on everything you love me you don’t you miss me you don’t I’m torn alone and hurt and have no one
The more I try to hold them back the memories flood back in. It’s hard losing the best part of yourself. Your growth.
My sun my moon I can’t wait to be back with you my love.
Every day with out you is a learning experience on how to better myself. You were the best part of me that I took for granted. I just assumed you would always be there and I was stuck in my ways. But I’m doing my best to be better.
My day, my night, my sun, my moon and everything in between.
I’m sorry I couldn’t get my shit together fast enough to give us a second chance. I understand why you need to take a step back I am a hard person to love.
I do not believe for once second that we are toxic together or vicious. And I understand that you do and I will not discredit how you feel. I love you to the end of the world. You are my best friend and I stand by your choice with you.
It’s ilyou in the deepe
I miss you in the deepest way. Your my sunshine on the brightest day. Your my light in the darkest place.
The Devil’s Rejects
Directed by Rob Zombie (2005)
(via cestvibe)
Why was I not enough for you! You were enough for me. Your love wrap around me like a warm blanket on a cold winter night. I wanted to spend every waking moment with you. But instead you left me alone with a bleeding wound. A wound that will never heal. The hurt that I now feel will linger in the back of my mind like death. I guess the same death that lingered in the back of yours. I guess were more alike than I realized. You were my hero, my teacher, my idol. I wanted to be just like you. I wanted to make you as proud of me as I were of you. I guess my love wasn’t enough.